Nude bodies in the icy lake...

Whoo, hello.

This week was sort of random. Er, VERY random. Father's Day party was fun, the one I went to.
Uh, Monday I went with Anne to a soccer game and we hung out at the park. We got to kick some goals and talk around with the players, which were our classmates, so it was pretty fun.
Tuesday I had voice lessons for the first time. Let me tell you, it was sort of embarrassing. I have allergies, so my voice kept cracking and fading out. My instructor, Miss Gail, just laughed along with me and said it was okay. But still I was quite nervous, for she is the most wonderful singer. So afterwards, my mother took me to the mall and I got banana pants! Ha, they're actually yellow skinny jeans. From Wet Seal. They're awesome, but too long because I'm so short.
Alright, Wednesday I went over to Morgan and Jessie's house. We walked to Gordy's, this family owned restaurant in town, and had milkshakes and fries. We hung out at the elementary school park for a while, then went back to their house.
Now Thursday...so dramatic. It's really quite terrifying. I was talking to Geoff online, and he wanted me to go see a movie with him on Friday. I had plans to go with Anne, so I just said maybe. I was planning on sitting with both of them until this started.
He told me he was going to go with his friend Trevor to the movie and that these two girls from another school would be there, because he was trying to hook one of them up with Trevor and the other up with his brother. I didn't like the sound of him going to a movie without me and with other girls, but I didn't want to bother him, so I just acted like I was okay with it. Geoff thought I meant that I wasn't going to go, so he started saying things like "Well what if one of them offers to do something? It'd be hard to turn down, and I could slip if you aren't there." I completely took that the wrong way, and I thought he meant that he was planning on doing something with another girl. So I started to freak out completely, and I tore up my wrist with the handy razor again that night.
So I get a message on Myspace saying that he was sorry for saying things wrong and that he really didn't plan on doing anything. But I told him just because he mentioned the possibility, my trust was beginning to wear off. He said the only reason he said that thing was that he really wanted me to go and he thought I would have ditched him without being told that information. I started crying then and we both apologized, so things are alright now. (Note: that story is a LOT longer. But I edited a ton to save time and space.)
We went to the movie and all was well, except he didn't seem to be as close to me as usual. I think it was because his friend was there and so was mine, so it was awkward. But I think we're okay.
Alright, Saturday and Sunday, I went camping with Rae again. And we FINALLY went skinny dipping! In the rain! It was amazingly fun. Except these boats kept going by and watching our nude little bodies, so we felt violated. Oh, and also while we were camping, there were these two guys who pretty much stalked us around when we drove the golf cart saying "Hey, ladies" and "You're hot."
They were lame, so eh. We both have boyfriends anyway.
And I finally drove a four wheeler! In the woods! It was all just dandy, until I nearly crashed us into a tree. There's a short story there, but I better go so I'm not wasting your time by babbling.
Oh, I haven't told you about my..friend..Tyler have I? I don't think so. It's so complicated. But he proposes a dilemma that I love, and it's fate. So I'll try and come on tomorrow in my spare time and write an entire entry about him. Or whenever I have time. So keep checking in!

Goodnight, reader!
<3 M